STARTING WEIGHT: 37kg
CURRENT WEIGHT: 43kg
MILESTONE 1: 47kg
MILESTONE 2: 57kg
GOAL WEIGHT: 67kg (my original weight)
I've come to realize that I need help and that I'm going to die if I keep this up. If I can't self-recover I will kill myself.
This blog is one big trigger warning, so only follow if you can handle it.
DAY IT ALL ENDS: 5 January
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My name is David. It has been done. Natalya is in bed. When she makes a new tumblr, it will be linked here.
Happy new year, tumbloggers. I sincerely hope it’s a good one.
Oh, also, Natalya weighs 45kg now. She’s 2kg off her first milestone =)
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Happy New Years Eve
Well. Tonight’s the night. Tomorrow I start afresh.
This might be my last post. Since starting this tumblr, I have gained 5kg (11lb), and a lot of confidence in myself. I dyed my hair last night, by the way, to mess with my own head later on. Before, it was chest-length and straight, all one layer, and a copper-blond color with natural pale blond streaks. Now, it’s shoulder length, straight, kinda wispy at the ends, layered, and white-blond with bright red streaks. It’s going to be entertaining when the regrowth comes in. Rik will keep you all posted, maybe you guys could follow me again when I start my new tumblr?
Goodbye, my friends.
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Put a secret of yours in my ask, and i’ll respond with one of mine.
please? i need a distraction right now.
Please?
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Well, I know the feeling
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
And there ain’t no healing
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge
I’m telling you that, it’s never that bad
Take it from someone who’s been where you’re at
Laid out on the floor
And you’re not sure you can take this anymore
So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I’m reaching out
To let you know that you’re not alone
And if you can’t tell, I’m scared as hell
‘Cause I can’t get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Please let me take you
Out of the darkness and into the light
‘Cause I have faith in you
That you’re gonna make it through another night
Stop thinking about the easy way out
There’s no need to go and blow the candle out
Because you’re not done
You’re far too young
And the best is yet to come
So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I’m reaching out
To let you know that you’re not alone
And if you can’t tell, I’m scared as hell
‘Cause I can’t get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Well, everybody’s hit the bottom
Everybody’s been forgotten
When everybody’s tired of being alone
Yeah, everybody’s been abandoned
And left a little empty handed
So if you’re out there barely hanging on…
So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I’m reaching out
To let you know that you’re not alone
And if you can’t tell, I’m scared as hell
‘Cause I can’t get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby.I love you, So God damn much. I just want to help you. <3
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